Tema: A Bloody Canvas - Tekstovi Pesama

Blame The Doctor Not The Pills

this sickness seeps over every cell and every
porecreeping up and down my veins, silent murder
the face in the mirror shatterd when it fell
maybe im too far gone to tell, this is the end
all alone in my room with a crimson blade
its my private tomb in which i cannot be saved
but i wouldnt have it any other way...
...and with this lust for lacerations
i dont trust myself, and every night i'll erase the pain
with these pills that promise to take me away...

...so let me close my eyes and fade away
i'll compromise my life, my love
i put my faith in what i dont believe, in the clouds
above, soon i'll learn the truth behind the lies
will i ascend to the sky or remain in the ground?
well one things for sure, im not gonna stick around...
....and oh my god, this pills promised happiness, and oh
my god, i dont trust myself, oh my god, this pills
promised happiness, and oh my god, how can i trust
myself?...
....this sickness prevents me from sleep
i think i'm in too deep, i cant see my breath
oh my god i think i'm nearing death
petty perscriptions cant save me now
you cant save me now...

Emily

Your beautiful to me, EmilyI know you would never feel
the same things but im not here to pour my heart out or
whisper words to you
I just want to say your beautiful
Your amazing in so many ways
like a star shining bright in the sky i wish i could fly
to reach out and touch you
promise me you will never change
promise me you will never change
like a sun in the evening you set over everything and
leave me to wonder why the world must be this way forever

im not spilling out my guts for you to see
im only saying your everything that no one else could be
your beautiful, brilliant, and so much more
so much more
you shine brighter than the brightest star, just promise
me, promise me
to stay what you are
just stay what you are
your beautiful, brilliant and so much more
emily, oh emily, your beautiful to me
and i wrote this song for you

Eternal Sunshine

cut me out of your photographsand erase every word
close your eyes and when you wake up
i hope your happy
left with empty letters lined with empty words
you wont even remember
the time we spend together
it all seems so meaningless now
i hope you blame yourself
when you find the frame you forgot hidden underneath your
bed
now things will never be the same
i hope theres something missing everytime you fall
asleep, a hole in your chest

from the times when i found you at your best
dont wake up, dont wake up
its not over yet
your memory is fleeting, falling fast
like the pulse of my heart right before it died
forget me, forget me
(i hope your miserable and alone)
forget me, forget me
(i hope you wont believe a thing)
forget me, forget me
(its just that simple)
i hope you hate yourself
(i hope you die alone)
in peace...

Good Ol' Outlaws

i'll cross my t's and gouge your eyesno need to hold back
dear
wipe away your crimson tears
and whisper softly in my ear
i hope you know i hate you...
...well if these words are my weapons then i'll speak
until you bleed...
...i'll sit you down in conversation
we can talk this out like outlaws
with six shooters in our hands

and your head soon buried in the sand
i never realized how you look cuter when you scream...
....i always said you took my breath away but i should of
realized you were standing on my chest, your heel held up
against my neck like the switchblade in the alley held up
against my heart...
...well if we scream any louder
i'll be kissing your casket goodbye...
...well my words are my weapons
(i'll be kissing your casket goodbye)
i'll speak until you bleed
(kissing your casket goodbye)
i'll always hate you now

Invincible

please dont you dare leave my sidei need you and i love
you, those words should be enough to make you stay, your
wrinkled smile shines like stars through the fog, please
stay strong like you always have, promise me you'll live
forever, your invincible, invincible... ...im so afraid
of life without your care, what would if feel like not to
have you standing there? memories might mend your broken
life but can never heal a broken heart, you will live
forever in our hearts.... ...this wont be the last time i
touch your aging hands, let me crawl into your casket and
hold you for eternity, i wont forget all you've told me,
about life and love and the Lord above, i would always
pretend like i wasn't listening but you need to know i
cherished every word you've ever said... ...please dont
leave my side, your wrinkled smile shines like stars
through the fog, please stay strong like you always have,
promise me you'll live forever, your invincible,
invincible... ...let me hold you until the sun sets, i
know our time may be short so i'll say this to you now, i
always envied the way you'd carry yourself, so strong, a
veteran, heres the medal of honor you deserve... ...you
will live forever...your invincible....

Life On The Murder Scene

I wish I could blame you for this aching in my hearthate
you for everything you never did wrong
untouchable mistakes, unseen and unspeakable
i could so easily twist the truth and say you ran into
the knife
but my hands remain red
no matter how i put this it'll be me on the witness stand
with patient eyes awating my confession to failure....

ive examined every angle and questioned every witness,
but no one understands, maybe i'll just wash my guilty
hands and get this over with...i have no reasons to
despise you, or even stare at you with scorn, you've
taught me everything in this life that i've torn...
....looking at your body has left me shaking, aching to
speak words i swore not to say aloud, but once you look
past the blood and severed bone, you see beauty, i feel i
must say this to the crowd....
...this was my fault....
i cant deny failure, no not to her...
standing before patient eyes
i'll confess failure
please someone send me away
take me because i hate me...

Meet You In Memory

i cant forget you, i cant forget youtonight we'll dance
upon the memories
flirting with disaster, get my heart beating faster
theres something missing everytime i take a breath,
theres one thing mising everytime i fall asleep
theres an unexplainable hole in my chest from that night
when i found you at your best...

...such a clever conduction of a constant mistake, i'll
hold onto you until i feel my mind start to break, i cant
forget you, i cant forget you...
...all the memories locked tight inside a cheap paper
bag, when i wake up in the morning this day will go on,
like a cleverly conduted constant mistake, i wont be
letting go unless my mind starts to break...
...and now my cerebrum will shatter with my memory lapse,
spilling such an awful secretion into my skull, i tried
to hold on while my mind was wiped clean, now all i have
left are my intangible dreams..
...i'll meet you in memory
(i cant forget you)
i cant remember your name

Midnight Strolls

my pale skin constantly reflects into the skya subtle
hint that the stars will fall tonight
the stars were never on our side
i take my midnight stroll coincedently
as the clock tolls twelve
twilight shadows beam onto my reflection
but to you I'm invisible
the mood of the moon is a sweet serene lullaby
an angels chorus
hold your breath while i take this devils kiss upon your
neck
immortalize my dear, i wont say goodbye again

immortalize my love, i wont leave this way again
too many nights have been spent saturating
from just a goodbye kiss
at twilight we'll be together
i'll hold you forever
this romance slowly kills me when we arent together
oh, how she lusts for my lips
in the silence i strike
immortalize my dear, i wont say goodbye again
immortalize my love, i wont leave this way again
again i'll whisper
the stars were never on our side
but i'll hold you forever

Mistakes And False Forgiveness

Is this what regret feels like?a dry mouth and a sick
stomach
holding your photograph to my heart
i'll whisper words that will never reach you
'I'm sorry'
...do you remember when you were happy?
when we said we can last forever....
naive? no, i still believe that
i still believe in you and me
is this what it feels to fall in love?

loss of breath and a heavy heart
well if thats true, then i'm in love with you
i'll whisper words that may never reach you
'forgive me'
my eyes were closed, my fingers crossed
i'm never now, conciouse clear of sin
take my hand, lets begin
i'll promise you forever
my love, my heart...lets start over...
this is what regret feels like
knowing love may not be strong enough to save us...to
save what we once were but, i can save you, save
us...close your eyes, i'll promise you forever....
mistakes haunt me while i confess my soul to you...

Never Trust A Weatherman

What do have here? The rain thats dripping down my cheek
looks just like a tear, and I swear I'd be crying if I
wasn't so choked up. I have a feeling we're in for a few
storms, but the sky seems to stay so clear. If the skies
begin to open up would you hold me close and tell me not
to fear? It's looking like we might be in for a few
storms but I'm hoping it'll pass overhead. I always have
said its sadder walking alone while I'm heading home than
having you by my side as the rain falls beside us. Will a
simple sunny day eventually break out into a hurricane?
Will it sweep us off our feet and leave us miles from
where we want to be? Now wouldn't that be ironic. Maybe
the storm has already begun. Maybe the darkness will
somehow overcome the sun. It could be you and I alone in
the eye of the storm, waiting for the rain to start
again. I have a feeling we're in for a few storms but the
sky is seeming to stay so clear. If the skies somehow
open up would you hold me close and tell me not to fear?
It's looking like we might be in for a few storms but
part of me thinks it will just pass overhead...